Sometimes
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Sometimes I think about how wonderful my life is and I'm absolutely terrified that something catastrophic is going to happen and take it all away from me. I have everything I've ever wanted - an amazing husband and two beautiful children, and I think, "Why me?" I feel like I don't deserve it.
I told my mom this a few years ago and she said she felt the same way and then she got cancer. Hrm.
Maybe I'm just crazy?
I told my mom this a few years ago and she said she felt the same way and then she got cancer. Hrm.
Maybe I'm just crazy?
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You're not crazy. I feel that way all the time. I just try to stay grateful and remind myself that even if I lost everything I'd still have gotten more wonderful from this life than deserved.
I totally think this all the time. Then I wonder if I've already paid my penance with the hard adolescence I had losing my dad & other family members, etc.... but I just have to pray a LOT to get through everything I did get through and whatever else lies ahead too.
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