So many things
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My brain has been racing recently. It started last night when I just about lost it after I got to book club and no one was there ... I guess it was an accident that everyone forgot to tell me (everyone being the other 2 people involved) that there was no meeting this week, but it was just the cherry on top of several scoops of crap that made my evening miserable.
I am lonely. I need to make more of an effort to do things with friends.
I miss my parents and realize now how much I rely on them to just listen to me. I dislike not being able to talk to them. They get home tomorrow and I feel like they've been gone for months. They probably feel that way, too.
I would like to wish a speedy track to pregnancy upon all those who desire it ... including myself.
I ordered some "sling rings" today and I am going to make my own ring sling. Exciting.
I want to help women know their options ... so many women don't even know that they have options.
I just cried watching the part in "Transformers" when Optimus and all the others fall to the earth like asteroids. Weird, right? The music gets to me. I have such a clear "feeling" in my head (heart?) of the first time I watched this movie with Ashley and Rob in their apartment. I wouldn't trade anything that I have, but life then was so much simpler. Le sigh.
I feel so helpless when Duncan is genuinely sad. He threw up three times today and I couldn't do anything as it was occurring except watch. Eric and I both changed him and cleaned him up, but it was still so sad. I am so grateful to be able to nurse him when he is sad or in pain or doesn't feel well.
Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with life. I try to sit back and simplify, but most of the time it just doesn't work. I try to pray, but my mind wanders and I never seem to get to the "Amen." I don't feel like I have that much to be overwhelmed about - I think my life kicks a whole lot of boo-tay ... but I still feel overwhelmed now and then.
We're having family pictures taken tomorrow if Duncan seems to be feeling okay. Maybe he's outgrown the "deer in the headlights" phase? We can hope!
I am lonely. I need to make more of an effort to do things with friends.
I miss my parents and realize now how much I rely on them to just listen to me. I dislike not being able to talk to them. They get home tomorrow and I feel like they've been gone for months. They probably feel that way, too.
I would like to wish a speedy track to pregnancy upon all those who desire it ... including myself.
I ordered some "sling rings" today and I am going to make my own ring sling. Exciting.
I want to help women know their options ... so many women don't even know that they have options.
I just cried watching the part in "Transformers" when Optimus and all the others fall to the earth like asteroids. Weird, right? The music gets to me. I have such a clear "feeling" in my head (heart?) of the first time I watched this movie with Ashley and Rob in their apartment. I wouldn't trade anything that I have, but life then was so much simpler. Le sigh.
I feel so helpless when Duncan is genuinely sad. He threw up three times today and I couldn't do anything as it was occurring except watch. Eric and I both changed him and cleaned him up, but it was still so sad. I am so grateful to be able to nurse him when he is sad or in pain or doesn't feel well.
Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with life. I try to sit back and simplify, but most of the time it just doesn't work. I try to pray, but my mind wanders and I never seem to get to the "Amen." I don't feel like I have that much to be overwhelmed about - I think my life kicks a whole lot of boo-tay ... but I still feel overwhelmed now and then.
We're having family pictures taken tomorrow if Duncan seems to be feeling okay. Maybe he's outgrown the "deer in the headlights" phase? We can hope!
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A lot of women don't even know the difference between their vagina and their urethra let along that they have childbirth options! :)
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