Sustainable Mommy

I don't know how I'm going to get things done - right now I feel like all I'm doing is nursing, changing, or trying to get Duncan to sleep. He's in the Moby now, but he may still be hungry and as a result I'm just trying to get him to stay asleep. I need to do a load of laundry and fold some clothes. That's not really that much, but thinking about having to wash diapers eventually, too, worries me because I don't know how I'm going to get it done!

I thought that Eric was going to be home at lunchtime, but he said he has a review or whatever at 1:30, so he won't be home until much later. :o( I don't like that very much. I know that I should just get used to it, but I don't feel ready to be alone all day yet. That's mainly because I don't know how to get things done yet ... we'll see. I know it'll get better. I just have to keep reminding myself that.

Last night wasn't too great - I feel like I never got a good 2 hours stretch of sleep. Maybe I did - the night does pass quickly, so I don't really know, but I hate keeping Eric up and I get really frustrated sometimes. This morning after Eric left, I couldn't get Duncan back to sleep for a long time. When I finally did, I took a quick shower and got dressed. It's now 12:20 and I've eaten some oatmeal and that's it. I need to eat more ... maybe we can go to the grocery tonight. That would be fun.