Sustainable Mommy

I'm feeling kind of sad today. Part of the reason is because I want to get out of the house but I feel guilty for wanting to do that. If I get out of the house, I should be at work ... but I really don't think I could handle being at work right now.

Eric and I had a very nice night last night. He is being extra sweet and I love giving him attention ... although he secretly hates it because we have to "stay away" from each other for a few weeks. Sorry if that's TMI. Honestly, I'm scared to death of getting pregnant again. I guess that's natural for any woman who has had a miscarriage, and Dr. Graves said they'd do everything they can to make sure I feel okay. 90% of women who miscarry the first time have a successful pregnancy the next time. Let's hope I'm in that 90%. Anyway, I find myself missing Eric so much during the day right now and I guess part of it is because I'm so damn bored. The other part of it, though, is that he is truly the only one close to me that understands what I am going through ... because it's not just me. He's going through it, too, just as much as I am (minus having surgery) .

I can't wait until the weekend. We are going to CLEAN the house. Should be fun.

We got this movie from Netflix yesterday called "Stardust." It has Claire Danes, Michelle Pfeiffer, Robert DeNiro, and some other cool people in it. I really liked it and I might consider buying it.

Yay for LOST tonight.