Monday is over
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Thank goodness Monday is over. It was a stressful day at work for me. I felt overwhelmed when I got there and I hate feeling that way. Usually it's not a big deal for me because I can convince myself that this is just my job and the day will soon be over ... but today I felt like I was about to cry constantly for about three hours. But I got over it. Sara has a food show in Nashville tomorrow and Wednesday, but she might not be going because she knows that we all need her here in Louisville. She said she was going to talk to Derrick about possibly not going. We'll see. Oh, and also, I didn't get all next weekend off. I'm off on Friday and Sunday instead. That's alright with me.
Right after work I went and had my haircut. It is probably the shortest I have had it since I was about 8, and I like it, but it's going to take me some time to get used to it. I came home and took a nice nap with Mabel. When Eric got home I made some Chicken Helper chicken fried rice and some veggies. Then we went to Kroger for some necessities and Feeder's Supply. We got a "Condo and Perch" for the cats and bought Jack a collar and name tag, but the collar is too big for him so we will have to wait a few weeks. The condo thing we got them is pretty popular so far. :o) Although, the box it came in is, too.
Oh life. It's happening every day and I feel like ... it's happening to me and I'm not doing anything to make it happen myself. Does that make any sense? Although I guess that the choir thing and going back to school is making things happen, but I guess that I just feel like there's more than this. Okay, so my life rocks if you look at it from the outside ... amazing husband (more than amazing), wonderful family and friends, great house. But I feel unappreciated in my job and I am really stressed every day. I feel like I am two different people all the time - my work self and then my home self. I am frustrated with myself for Weight Watchers and I know I'm eating like crap. I guess that the best way to call what I feel is ... discontent. The first thing to fix this is to eat better. I always feel better when I eat well. It's easier said than done, though. Then, I guess I can try and think about work in a different way. I know, I know - take each day as it comes and I am only one person and I can't do everything all of the time. That's also easier said than done. So. Yeah. That's all.
It's about that time for a shower and sleep. I'm working tomorrow night, too, so I have to get my stuff ready. :o)
Right after work I went and had my haircut. It is probably the shortest I have had it since I was about 8, and I like it, but it's going to take me some time to get used to it. I came home and took a nice nap with Mabel. When Eric got home I made some Chicken Helper chicken fried rice and some veggies. Then we went to Kroger for some necessities and Feeder's Supply. We got a "Condo and Perch" for the cats and bought Jack a collar and name tag, but the collar is too big for him so we will have to wait a few weeks. The condo thing we got them is pretty popular so far. :o) Although, the box it came in is, too.
Oh life. It's happening every day and I feel like ... it's happening to me and I'm not doing anything to make it happen myself. Does that make any sense? Although I guess that the choir thing and going back to school is making things happen, but I guess that I just feel like there's more than this. Okay, so my life rocks if you look at it from the outside ... amazing husband (more than amazing), wonderful family and friends, great house. But I feel unappreciated in my job and I am really stressed every day. I feel like I am two different people all the time - my work self and then my home self. I am frustrated with myself for Weight Watchers and I know I'm eating like crap. I guess that the best way to call what I feel is ... discontent. The first thing to fix this is to eat better. I always feel better when I eat well. It's easier said than done, though. Then, I guess I can try and think about work in a different way. I know, I know - take each day as it comes and I am only one person and I can't do everything all of the time. That's also easier said than done. So. Yeah. That's all.
It's about that time for a shower and sleep. I'm working tomorrow night, too, so I have to get my stuff ready. :o)
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